My Loneliness

Loneliness is destined for me….in this life and all other on the way to come

Touch of mine works like Midas touch….converts everything as immortal

Is this my fortune or my destiny…. Leading me to a No man’s  land……

Where only me and me have to live…whole my life till the last breath

Eyes are lost… dreams are lost…

Memories I had they too are lost

Happiness is lost…smiles are lost

Mere dilemma is there

With a question mark to my face

This is the beginn

ing… or is this the end

I just started…or came to an end…

Is this my suffering…or my choice

Is this the confusion… or the solution…

Feelings remain the same

Tried to fly…fell on the earth

Tried to dream…horrified by the thoughts

Tried to feel…feelings got lost

Tried to live…life was nowhere…

Loneliness escorted me everywhere…

This was destined to me, for this life and all others to come

This world of mine, made for me I have to be in, till my last breath…

Dreams are not allowed nor the happiness…nor rays of smile…

Just me and my loneliness,

My isolation…

My emptiness…

The life will continue…

Likewise…

Till my last breath…

I breathe or not…

Till my last breath…

In my own lost world…

Me … My life… My emptiness… and My  own lost world….

Shyama